Actually getting my but of the couch and actually starting was the hardest part.
and to think that i nearly gave up before i started. I have gone from spending all my spare time on the couch and replacing it with new habits. I didnt want a quick short term fix I wanted a fitness and nutrition plan that I could live with for the rest of my life. My couch was a bad behaviour and routine, I now realise that we develop bad habits and they are not in us from birth Before I started 12wbt I was a very unfit and unhealthy 125kg 42 year old who couldn't even walk 100 meters without having to stop to catch my breath. If I kept up with this life style I would not have had the chance to watch my grand son Cooper grow up to be an adult. I could not do that to him. 5 months ago i made a choice that has changed my life for ever. I can still remember the first day I went to training. I was so scared when I walked down those steps. My palms were sweating and my heart racing and I hadn't even done any exercise yet. At this stage I had to either fight or flight. Fight the fear of exercise or flight and run away there and then. Well thank god I picked fight. I have fought of over 30 kilos and have loved every bit of the journey so far. 30 down and 30 to go. How fare have I come. Tonight under 6 months later I did burpee practice and pumped out 220 burpees at burpee practice after doing my second bootcamp session for the day. If only I had done this when I was in my 20's . It saddens me cause i now realise that I waisted the last 20 years of my life because of my weight and fitness. I have missed out on the last 20 years and now I have to make up for it big time. 5 months ago i struggled to walk my bin out and to do 5 burpees and now I do 6 bootcamp sessions a week, swim and do the thousand steps twice a week, walk 11ks home from bootcamp once a week and pump out 220 burpees on wednesday night for burpee practice. I have booked into my first fun run in may, Tough Mudder in March and the most exciting accomplishment will be to do burpees beside my trainer as she pumps out 1500 in April Just Amazing. So when you exercise and feel like you are slow, unfit and cant do it just keep pushing forward, Its seems to happen over night. One day you will wake up and go omg I am in the right head space, exercise is part of my daily routine and i have improved so much. I thought i had a life before but it was only and existance. |
MONDAY 20TH FEBRUARY Sorry havent been on herre for a week been flat out with work, family, bootcamp. But alls good. Had a great burn day today . Two bootcamp sessions and work. MONDAY 13TH FEBRUARY Sorry have missed a few days. I have to remember to wear my hrm everyday. But today I did 6am bootcamp and then worked till 4 and then did a 10k walk with some fantastic friends. FRIDAY 10TH FEBRUARY What a whopper after a Hoffy Session in the morning followed by 1000 steps after lunch . Worked all day then came home and did all my house work. pooped FRIDAY 3RD FEBRUARY Completed two hoffy bootcamp sessions this morning with great calorie intake yeah . WEDNESDAY 1ST FEBRUARY I did my sss day today. started with bootcamp at intensity at 6am. Then had a lovely walk in the after noon with a great friend. Then backed it up with a second bootcamp session tonight. Smashed my 1 k run at 7min12sec and finished it off with burpee challenge practice doing 200...
I was going to write 'great story' .. but then I realised it's not a story, it's your new AMAZING life. I also am 42 and cannot imaging doing 20 burpees let alone 220 .. but I figure if you can do it, surely I can motivate/energise/get-off-the-couch and do it too.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the motivation.